My biggest regret…


***trigger warning***

Day 25 of the 30 day blogging challenge is a about my biggest regret.

I know i did a post about self harm only a few days ago, but it really is my biggest regret. I wish i had never started, because now it is incredibly hard to stop. For a long time it had taken over my life, all that was on my mind was when i would next be able to cut. If i could, i would never have started, i would have talked to someone before it got so bad. Yet as much as i regret it, sometimes i still do cut myself, because the feeling of relief outweighs the guilt i feel after. Because of self harm, my friend is always worried about me, because of self harm i have little white lines on my thigh that will probably never completely fade away. I am very aware that self harm made my depression worse, because it made me feel like i needed to hide myself away even more; yet i still do it, Its hard to explain. I just really wish i could undo it.

Thank you for reading!

The small quiet one X


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