Life’s little triumphs 

*may be triggering*

Hi everyone! 

I know this is my second post in one day, but earlier today I really really felt like I needed to cut, I’ve been clean now for a few weeks and this evening I felt myself getting weak and looking for a way to release everything and as much as the blade that sits in a little bag on the top shelf of my wardrobe was calling my name, I managed to walk out of my room and sit my ass in the living room for long enough for the feeling to be subdued. I don’t know if I’m just making this worse for myself, and when I eventually do relapse, it will be worse. But for now, deep down; bellow the voices and the urges telling me to do it. I feel the slightest hint of pride.
Thank you for reading!

The small quiet one X


8 thoughts on “Life’s little triumphs 

  1. Hey there!
    Please don’t cut. I’m really proud that you walked away, because it may feel like cutting is the answer, but honestly it just makes the addiction more involved. Think of it like cigarettes; the more you smoke, the more addicted you become. You are such a wonderful person, you are too amazing to be feeling as though you need to cut because you feel weak. Remember, I’m always here if you want to talk, either email me or send a comment but I’m here for you.
    Please stay strong xx

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