30 day blogging challenge

Favorite movie(s)

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Hey!

This post is going to be about a few of my favorite films, in no particular order.

  • Corpse bride – I am a huge Tim Burton fan, and i absolutely love the story, the songs, the style, the characters. This film is flawless in my opinion.
  • The little mermaid – I adore this film and i have since i was tiny, the songs are amazing and i love Sebastian.
  • The maze runner series – I read all of the books and i really love the whole franchise, i feel like the films are really true to the books, and the cast is a treat on the eyes.
  • Pans labyrinth – I first watched this when i was around 7 and it really scared me, but i have grown to really like the film, Guillermo del Torro is an amazing director/producer and even though its a very dark film its still really interesting and captivating to watch.
  • Bridget Jones diary – I watched this with friends only last week but it was really funny and I really enjoyed it
  • Room – super interesting to watch and i got really invested in all of the characters, the story is also quite a realistic scenario so it makes you think quite a lot. 

I do have a lot of other Disney movies that I adore, but since I love all Disney movies I have decided not to bore you.

Thank you for reading!

The small quiet one X

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My siblings

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Heyyy!

It’s the 11th day of the 30 day blogging challenge, a post about my siblings.

I have a brother who is two and a bit years older, when i was only a few years old apparently he really liked me, my parents say he used to feed me my bottle and stuff. However when he started primary school he changed his mind, he really hated me and would try to hurt me, obviously my parents didn’t let him; this carried on for a few years and he used to try to strangle me while i was sleeping or drown me if we went swimming. Not long after all of this though, we found out that my brother has anger management issues, so it makes sense i guess since i couldn’t really stand up for myself, i was an easy target.

All of this kind of ruined our relationship, once we were both older and he was on medication, we still argued all the time and there was a lot of name calling; but he stopped the violence which was nice.

I think now that he has moved out, and we aren’t constantly around each other arguing, out relationship is starting to improve, and i’m finally getting over all of the stuff that happened when i was younger. We still argue every now and then, but we are also able to have normal conversations and have a laugh sometimes, which is a big relief.

I am glad i have a sibling, i just wish we were able to get along better.

Thank you for reading!

The small quiet one X

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People who have influenced me

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Hello!

It’s day ten of the 30 day blogging challenge, which is a post about people who have influenced me.

Obviously my parents have had a huge influence on me, I’m stubborn like my mum and i like to make people laugh like my dad. They have also taught me so much about life and growing up.

Butt Crack has also had a massive impact on my life, she inspires me to be a better person and she definitely brings out the best in me, i am able to be 100% myself with her. I wish i was more selfless like her, she’s so kind and giving.

My old horse riding instructor gave me a lot of confidence in my abilities, and she really helped my embrace the sport for everything that is and she made me love it even more; because of her i am a better rider and i have a pony, who despite being retired now, improved so much and gave me such a sense of pride for everything i was able to achieve with her.

This may sound pretty corny, but Ed Sheeran has been a really big influence, obviously I’m no aspiring musician, but the way he made his career and fame by himself, i find incredible, and it really inspires me to try for my dreams and not give up. His music has also been super helpful when iv’e been down.

Thank you for reading!

The small quiet one X

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10 pet peeves

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Hey guys, its the 9th day of the 30 day blogging challenge, which is a post about 10 of my pet peeves.

  1.  People chewing with their mouths open, this just really grosses me out and the sounds makes me feel sick.
  2. When someone tries to talk to me while i obviously have headphones on, this irritates me because i miss half of what they’re saying, and then i also have to quickly pause my music and rip my headphones out of my ears to try to catch the end of what they are saying.
  3. When my mum or dad shout my name from downstairs, and when i shout back asking what they need all i get is silence, and i have to drag my lazy ass down the stair to see what they wanted.
  4. People who walk super slowly/suddenly stop on a crowded pavement.
  5. Offering advice or a solution to someone, and they pick holes in it and tell you all the reasons it wont work.
  6. People who sag their jeans so you can see all their underwear and half their ass crack.
  7. Screaming children or babies, and the parents just stand by and don’t do anything.
  8. Dog poo left on the pavement.
  9. Cigarette smoke.
  10. People who drop litter, especially when there is a bin near by.

Thank you for reading!

The small quiet one X

 

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Hardest thing to forgive

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Hello lovely reader! It’s the 8th day of the 30 day blogging challenge, which is a post about the hardest thing iv’e had to forgive.

Luckily i haven’t really had to forgive many people, as i don’t think iv’e ever been in a really bad fight with anyone, and no one has done anything truly awful to me. However a few years ago, a girl in my year (Nia) who i had been really good friends with, but had fallen out with over probably something minor, told one of my really close friends (Millie) that i was self harming. Millie then confronted me about it because she had no idea, and i got really upset with Millie as it wasn’t for her to tell other people.

At first i though that Nia had told Millie out of spite since we were in an argument, but i wasn’t sure, as it just seemed very out of character for Nia, she then explained that she had no idea that Millie didn’t know, and she had assumed that Millie did know because we were so close and told each other everything. Nia also explained that she was also getting worried about me because i had seemed very distant in school. In hindsight i can understand why she told Millie, it was just hard for me to have such personal stuff revealed without my permission and without me being ready for others to know.

In the end i think it worked out for the best anyway, Millie was really supportive during the worst days, and me and Nia were able to work out our differences and go back to being good friends.

Thank you for reading!

The small quiet one X

 

 

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Talents i wish i had

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Hey! It’s day 7 of the 30 day blogging challenge: talents i wish i had.

I would really like to be able to sing well, mainly because i really enjoy singing the problem is that my voice is awful. Because of my shocking singing voice i refuse to take part in the Christmas karaoke at my grans house, its so much fun to watch, i just thing it would be even better to actually do it, along the same lines, i would really like to play those karaoke games on like Play Station or whatever with my friends. And mainly just to be able to sing really fucking loudly in the car and around my house, without the fear of making their ears bleed.

I also wish i could draw, all of my friends are super talented at art and it would be nice to be able to join in with that, i personally cant draw for shit, i am awful at drawing, painting, i can’t even trace god damn it. I’m not super desperate, but even just being mediocre would be nice!

It would also be nice to be talented at doing my nails, because as lovely as my left hand looks, my right hand always looks like a nail polish bomb has exploded. And i can never be bothered/brave enough to get them done professionally, this also costs me money so i cant be bothered. I guess just being ambidextrous would be cool.

Maybe being able to the wave with my eyebrows? is that a talent? Because Butt Crack can do it and it is crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Sorry if this post makes no sense, I’m writing it at almost midnight and I’m gonna schedule it.

Thank you for reading!

The small quiet one X

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Letter to an Ex

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Hello!

Day 6 of the 30 day blogging challenge is a letter to an Ex.

Since my last ‘boyfriend’ was in year 8 (12/13 years old) and lasted all of 1 week, i don’t really have much to say. I will tell you guys though that i technically never said yes, in very 12 year old fashion, my friend (Nia – Fake name as usual) asked me out on his behalf (he will now be referred to as Bob), however because the bell had already gone to get to last lesson, and 12 year old me was terrified of being late, i just scurried off to art without answering. I only found out we were ‘dating’ when another one of my friends texted me ‘OMG YOUR GOING OUT WITH BOB??’, and i decided i may as well just go along with it, since i did have a crush on Bob at the time.

As you may have gathered by the name of this blog, i am a shy person. Not really with people i know really well and am comfortable around such as Butt Crack, but with most other people I’m a mess. And add this to the hereditary 12 year old awkwardness and the whole ‘I’ve never had a boyfriend before’ panic, in addition to the entire year constantly asking if i was dating Bob every two freaking minutes; I definitely became 100 times shyer in that week. This lead to me speaking to Bob all of about 4 times.

Again in true 12 year old style, i was dumped by Bob through one of his friends, because of me being too shy.

So here’s the letter i guess lmao:

Hey Bob,

Remember that time we went out in year 8, yeah… Sorry i didn’t talk to you. I promise i did like you at the time, i just had a really hard time talking to you because it brought a lot of extra attention to me, because for some reason in year 8 dating is a very big deal. 12 year old me couldn’t deal with the extra attention; now that we’re older and you know about the social anxiety malarkey it probably makes much more sense to you, why i hardly spoke to you. Because before we started ‘dating’ we were really good friends and we spoke all the time, and it didn’t make me scared because no one thought anything about it, but once we were ‘official’ other kids in our year took a big  interest in it. I’m glad you know why i was so quiet, because i never wanted you to think that i didn’t like you.

I’m really glad we are still friends, and i am really happy you aren’t moving to a different sixth form. If I’m being completely honest, there is a small part of me that still has feelings for you, but that may just be because you were the first male to ever show any interest in me, or because you are just a really nice and genuine guy…  who knows.

But anyway, thank you for liking me enough to ask Nia to ask me out, it gave my confidence a bit of a boost, which it probably needed; just not enough to get over the anxiety.

See you in September!

There you have it guys, a letter to the only Ex i have.

Thank you for reading!

The small quiet one X

 

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